March 2011
I love you.
Going through hell, and it keeps getting hotter.
And right now, it seems as if there is no exit.
I need you now more than ever...
I'm about to give up on myself.
All I do is hurt people, and I hurt myself in turn.
And right now, on top of that. I’ve got some of the worse news I could get right now. My heart is hurting enough, and after that phone call, the pain just tripled. I don’t know what to do. And it hurts even more that I have to be alone right now. I can’t take it. I don’t want to give up, but I’m so close to just...
jessuhh:
Things are tough before they get easier.
Just when you think things can't get any worse....
and then they do.
As if my heart didn’t hurt enough already. I’m not ready to lose anyone right now…….
strawberrytelle:
You know what I’m afraid of?
Getting too comfortable with you.
Getting used to talking to you every day.
Getting used to seeing you ever so often.
Allowing you to know me personally.
Put my time & effort into you.
Catch feelings for you.
Only to have them leave me, sooner or later.. I’m afraid of investing myself to the wrong person.
Crazy how something on Tumblr...
February 2011
pausestoprepeat:
Crawl-Chris Brown
Heartbroken, but still pushing.
My heart wasn't ready to break.
But it did. And four months ago, I wasn’t looking for love, but it came. It came in the form of a passionate, loving, genuine guy that swept me off my feet. People said that I was wrong to give you a shot, and they said I was wrong to give you the second one. But they didn’t see the guy that I saw. They didn’t see the things that I did & when they looked at you they...
I am me.
prvtpalega:
Four months ago I met the most amazing person I could have ever met. And they couldn’t have came at a more perfect time. I was down, depressed, heart broken, dreams shattered, tired, you name it, my life just sucked. And it’s funny how you meet millions of people, some will stay, some may go, a million people can try to make you feel better, but it just doesn’t work. Then you meet...
Relationships aren't perfect.
solexshannen:
They will never become perfect. The struggle of every relationship is beautiful, building up new trust and a new connection is better than any “perfect relationship”.
Expect the unexpected.
You couldn’t have picked a better time to knock on my door, and I don’t think coincidence had anything to do with that. I’ve needed you lately, now more than ever. The past few days have been some of the hardest battles I’ve ever had to go through, with you, and with myself especially. Last night, I slept with your jacket in my arms because it was the last thing I had that still had your scent....
My thoughts go out to you, my immortal beloved I can only live wholly with you or not at all - be calm my life, my all. Only by calm consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together. Oh continue to love me, never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved. Ever thine. Ever mine. Ever ours.
If I get another question about my sexuality, I...
I love people, when I look for a significant other, I look for qualities. Personality. Hobbies. Interests. Goals. Values. Swag. Sense of humor. Gender is the last thing I look for. And when I find a person worth pursuing, I go for it. And for the past four months, I have been, still trying. JT would have told you he was gay, but for me, I would’ve said, “I’m JT.” ;D So...
Don't rely on someone else for your happiness and...
I’m making some changes, not only for me, but for us. But in order for things to get better between us, I must change for the better myself. So I’m finally taking this time to start doing it.
Over the past week my life has completely turned upside down, and now it’s time to make it better. I’ve accepted the good, and the bad, and now it’s time to make those changes...
Relationships aren't easy.
Beginning, middle and even the ends. But I don’t believe for a second that this is the end. Yeah, we all have our little fights, maybe often times over little things, but we always come back from them. With love in the equation, everything is possible. The start of my relationship with you was a little rocky, people told me not to be with you but I felt otherwise. They said you’d play...
I'm going to fight for you...
I just want to make you happy and put that smile back where it belongs, and if in the end, you decide that someone else makes you feel the way that I once did, at least I know you’ll be happy. And at least I can say I fought, and that I never gave up on you, because I don’t plan on it….
anthonymaralit asked: People, whether he's gay or straight, does it really matter to you? Your orientation is your orientation and his is his. Live your life and let him live his. He's what you call a real being feeling real emotions. Get off my brother.
Anonymous asked: this is a legitimate question: are you gay?
I'll always love you. You are more than just one...
I know that I words can’t fix everything, and I can only say so many of them. I will love you until my heart stops beating. And even though tears my be falling from my eyes right now, I know I’m not the only one hurting. I hurt you, and know it’s going to take time to heal from it. Even if it takes weeks, months or even years I’ll be here waiting because I can’t...
I want to fall in love again
jaymoe:
<3
Fucking Perfect | Travis Garland
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I'm not gonna be the one to mess this up.
Cause I done eff’ed in love before I’ma be the one to take the back seat girl We can take our time and you can run this. Stay in, go out. Anything you want girl, we can do. Girl are we going down? I don’t know. But from here now, baby I’m gonna leave that up to you Gonna leave it up to you…
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I'm not ready for another heartbreak...
